Change: For better or Worse

Buenos Dias, y ¿Como estas?
OK. Sorry again for it being so long since I posted but High school is hectic.
As it turns out I have fallen in love  with Melanie. It seems strange for me to fall in love. Everything up until now seems like just practice and I don't know, maybe this is too. But I hope that I have the one. This is all new and scary to me,  especially  because I am moving to Houston again in about 5 months.
I'm scared of whats going to happen when I move. one of two things will happen. Either she and I will try to pull off a long distance relationship; or it will be the end of the relationship. Both outcomes scare me because I know that they will be the hardest thing I have ever done so far.
Also, when I move to Houston I will have to give up Culinary. Thats something big for me, because I love to cook. Not only that but its just something that I haven gotten used to. Instead of Culinary I will be taking a dance class through the school. Oddly enough I'm excited about that. Its probably because I don't know how to dance and I wanna learn. And its just some other artistic thing that I might be able to do. I mean I can play the trumpet pretty well, I don't think I'm that good, but people tell me all the time how good they think I am. I can write, I am not sure about singing but I wanna learn how. I may not be able to draw, but I still appreciate good art and I can improve some amateur artworks. Thats about it with that.
Also I have been faced with another problem. When I move I will have to get rid of my loveely rat, Zeffie. She is just such a normal part of my life that I can scarecly imagine life with out. I guess thats just how it is. I'm also selling all my manga's now and I have given up getting any more. I wanna start my own library, so to speak. i want to have book shelves with real books covering my walls, and maybe when I get old enough and if I make enough money to get a big enough house I could have my own real library. Its just something that sounds really cool tome, with how much I like books and the like.
Also I have just finished my mid-term exams for my freshmen year. They were not as tough as everyone made them out to be, but I am still glad that they are over.
And I have decided not to give up band completely. After I was kicked out of band this year I thought that I was just gonna do away with it entirely. But I know that the highs school band in Texas needs more trumpet players so I am gonna continue with that. Which means lots and lots of practice and hard work on my part now that I do not have a band class. In return I am taking Acting I for the rest of the year.
I have also been moved down from AP human Geography (which is a Collage course) to Pre-Ap human geography. I start both of my new classes Tuesday.

I hope that I can post sooner then I have been and more often too.
To anyone and everyone that reads this everyday I want to thank you for watching over me. Even though you haven't really said anything or done anything, your being a witness to my trials. And I'm sure this will all turn out good in the end. Even the bad is for good reasons. Right?

Well, I'm out for now.
Love yall lots,
♫♪Aubrey♪♫

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