Saturday, June 23, 2007

Have you Ever......

Have you ever loved someone so much that it didn't matter what they did, you still loved them? That you couldn't get mad at them, let alone hate them? Have you ever experienced a time when the only thing you feared were those 4 simple words "We need to talk." and you couldn't say why?

Being in love like this realy brings out that old saying, "Love is blind." Ain't it the truth?
I got those 4 words yesterday in an e-mail that I just opened this morning. I saw those 4 words and my heart skipped a beat. I didn't know I could be so scarred just from those 4 words. I can't help it, its a fear that grips me now more than anything else.

I know that I still love Kristen, even if she breaks up with me, I can't help but love her. If she does, I don't know that I can be angry with her, let alone hate her. I don't know what I have done, but if its me, even if there doesn't seem to be a logical reason, I can't blame her.

I love her, and I can't be angry with her. I can't blame her for anything.

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