Letters

You know, I am totally, completely, definetly, madly in love with Kristen. Regardless what anybody else says she is the most beautiful gurl I have ever met. TO be honest I don't know what she sees in me, but I am happy she does, and I know that I am more than lucky to be hers.
Could you do me a favor? Next time you talk to her dad or something, can you see if he s me? I have a feeling he does, and if he doesn't, can you see what I could possibly do to convince him how I feel about Kristen? If that means me singing lines from Romeo and Juliet I'll do it. If that means me being dangled upside down from 14 stories up with a gun to my head, so be it. If that means me being put in a room wit a pack of Chihuahua's.... OK, I'll pass on that one- NO, I'll do it!

And now I'm getting really corny with this. Do you understand how I feel about her now? Believe it or not, but when I saw her at Shipwreck Isl. I couldn't breath. She was just so beautiful, and when we left the park, and I was on the bus (OK, a few minutes before that) I realized that I was in love with her. I actually cried on that bus ride back to Meigs. I felt like I could have cried in front of New York City and I wouldn't be ashamed why I was crying.

Please, don't make fun of me for that. I just had to say it.

This is a message that I sent to my friend Haily a few days ago. This how I feel, and I still feel. Even if she does something that most people would see as unforgivable I couldn't be angry with her, let alone hate her. If she ever reads this I want her to know that I love her.