Enough

Ok, I have had enough.
My mother is placing all the blame on me for everything. I had a panic attack today that last about 2 hours, maybe a little more. And The only thing my mother could think of was "What caused it, what made it stop" and my favorite: "You know its your fault, right?" and she kept making it sound like its all my fault. She kept telling me how stupid, and how useless I am. How wrong I am all the time. And she hit me, a lot. She wonders why I have panic attacks. She says that she puts money towards my band thing, and thats not support. All she does is tell me what I do wrong, no "Good Job, Matt, You did good." Or something like that. Just a load of crap. I'm sick of it. I am gone. Tonight.
Sorry to all of you who know where I live. And I'm sorry Sam, I said I wouldn't walk out, but after I thought about I decided it was best. I am sick of this abuse. I'm out.
Until my next post, later.